Self Psychology

Sometimes when I am thinking about some stressing decisions that may hurt someone, I reset my path of thinking and have to start again. It feels like I am traumatized in some way that fires when conflict may occur, trying to escape me from those thoughts. No idea what it is.

Lot of uncertainties that I'd like just to refactor, but I can't ;-;
I think that we should keep code ownership and not edit the code of other people.

Don't think about the need of more time, it is bullshit.
Take life slow, nobody will pay you for going fast.

I can't overwork as it depletes my mental power.
I always should be hungry to just do something more.

I learn faster in things that I know because I don't need to learn basic basics

Therefore I should delegate k8s to people knowing how to do.
Because then I can faster learn.